Age:22
DOB:11th June 1987
Horoscope:Gemini
Zodiac:Rabbit
Hobbies:eat, sleep, slack
MSN:lammh87@hotmail.com

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im so sick of life....so sick of it...people may think im fortunate..but i tink im not..people always say im so happy go lucky..so optimistic..but now..i feel tat..im bursting..really exploding..my life..is jus so miserable..a broken family..i hate it..i hate it tis way..i dun like it at all...but why..why choose it on me..im so miserable..my heart is so pain..so heavy..i cant feel any happiness at home..i hate to go home..i hate to see myself in the reflection..i hope i can die young..but when i said tat i fear i will die tomorrow..i hope my life will be better..but what can i do to make it feels right..wat can i do to make my life happier..no one cares..everybody thinks im living a great life..everybody thinks i happy..but its all fake..im really very upset of my life..really very tired..very exhausted...trying to seek death is sth i dare not do at all...i hope tat whenever i wake up the next day its juz a nitemare and the next day will be better..but it didnt turn out tat way...my mother...shes a weirdo...shes always suddenly shouting and threatening to burn down the house..im so scared...i know she feel stress too...losing a husband is not a very small thing to her..losing a dad is also not a small matter to me...its already 7 years ago..but the scar juz seems not to be erase..the memories of him keeps haunting me..i cry silently every nite..juz to make me fell asleep easier..im so scared of losing my mum..she keeps saying she's dying..and all of will will have to go to the orphanage..i dun want to..i want to die before she dies..and if she dies i also wun want to live either..shes so weak now..always falling ill easily..but i know she's trying very hard to make our lives better..i know she's making herself feel better too...i hate my life....why...when i was young..i never tot tat such things will happen to me..becoz i had such a happy family..my dad such a nice guy..but dunno why this happen to him..im sick of the fact that im leading such a life..they says fate is in our own hand..but wat can i do to make my fate change?must i fake a smile everyday?tell myself is no big deal?who will help me?i need help desperately..i need some happiness..im exploding..really exploding..i....am...feeling....so....miserable...............................................................god enlight me plz....